A million things going on in my mind but yet, expression is impossible. I feel compelled to write something today, but somehow being busy with a lot of things going on seems to constrict the mind from expressing ideas freely, making writing seems harder than usual.

As I browse through my archive worth three years of blogging, it seems to dawn me that lately I’ve been whining too much about the effort or lack of thereof in my academic pursuit, to the point that it takes the fun and witty sarcasm from previous my writing.

It can’t be help that right now the most important thing of all would be to somewhat how perform well academically, so to center my life around this cause would be justified. It’s just funny I find that I loathe reading about myself whining about these academic stuffs because I find it embarrassing, especially when so many others could do better with lesser complaints. Maybe as they say, empty vessel makes the most noise.

Oh well, again, it is a part of me and a part of my life. So I guess I should forgive myself, look further and realize that life is more than that and I should be thankful to be given the chance of education.

If I try my best, even when my best is not as good as others, I should accept that I did all I could and I should be proud that at least I tried hard.

No regrets.

YAWN

Time: 2.20 AM.

Temperature: Not so sure, but very cooling. In fact, one of the coolest night in the week.

Degree of sleepiness: Sure fire head-touch-pillow-faint

Why am I still not sleeping yet: chilling out with some corny canto pop and mandarin luv luv song while tackling the project.

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This is ironic. I’ve been unable to get a good night sleep due to the messed up biological sleeping clock and I’ve been cussing and dissing about it since God-knows-when.It doesn’t work. Those taking a bath, drinking warm milk and all the feel good things that usually work to make you fall asleep don’t work. I’ve been tossing and turning in the bed until I gave up.

Right now, I am very, very sleepy, but yet I can’t sleep. Duh. I have to rush that thesis.

Oh, the ironies of life.

The only compensation would have to be that, once I am finished I will be done. No more thesis. No more project. * Throw away notes*

Oh, I want it to end as soon as superhumanly possible.

Betcha arse by the time I am done I will be screwing up my sleeping time again.

Ciaoz, peeps.

Honestly, the only time when I actually, seriously, properly learn about insurance was when I watched the “To Catch the Uncatchable” TVB series. That series is so funny, I tell you. It was about a lady insurance agent who was so unfortunate that all her clients died unnaturally after purchasing insurance from her and she was always the suspect, leading her into meeting and later developing a romance with the police officer in charge of the cases.

In a way, that series really ingrain something in my mind. For one, insurance are a good way to provide for the unforeseen future, especially when accidents happen. For another, it is a good way of putting aside money, or in another words, savings insurance help saves money. However, the ugly side of the scene would be that all insurance companies are looking for profit and does not exactly have the best interest at heart for their customers.

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Looks like I’ve done it. Moving all my old archives and compiling them together, forming one huge ass collection of lilnut, the nutty, bratty and drama queenie log that chronicles my three year long of blogging experience.

I’ve said that I am leaving them (my old posts), but what the heck, I missed them (my old posts), so I decided that everyone should move together (my new posts and old posts) and exist peacefully (my POSTS). Bleks.

I know this is not the best time, but what the heck, doing my project is just so very, very taxing. I get brain drain just from thinking bout it. I need a diversion. But still I got headache.

So yeah, the move is done, just a bit of categorizing here and there so that the new posties and the old posties blend in together in my little domain here. That will take some time because, I didn’t know I have two hundred over posts.

Picking up the piece and parcels of me. Ho hee humm…

Meanwhile I am meeting my supervisor later. Good luck to me.

By the way, I am sorry if things keep coming up in your RSS feed okay? Sorry! Gomen!

I AM SORRY!

90 dollars of Jusco cash voucher! Isn’t it great or what?

50 dollars voucher came from accumulative spending for the last six month. Gasp! That is a lot of spending for a short duration, but what the heck, the harm is already done. At least I am rewarded. Another 40 dollars came from the Jusco card redemption. 2500 points for 20 dollars. It is a big ripoff, I would say, because Bonuslink gives 10 dollars voucher for every 900 points. Now that I remember, I think there is another 10 dollars of Parkson Grand voucher lying around. Teeheheheee.

Speaking of Jusco card point redemption, I have a total of 6000 or so points accumulated since 3 years back, and since the points are expiring soon, I decided to change them into shopping vouchers. I fail to see the point of redeeming some kitchenware, kids toys or some other junks that have absolutely no use to me. So, yeah, more cash vouchers are better than some stock pot or cleaver, because cash vouchers translates to more shopping, which means more retail therapy and thus happy me.

Despite the “no expiry date” nature of the voucher, I’ve blew 80 dollars out of it. On something totally worth the price, because it is on sale.

Frankly, I think. if its on sale it is worth it. I bet all girls agree on this. Come on, it’s on sale-lah! And you pay with vouchers!

Awww, don’t be such a spoilsport.